This is just temporary.

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It all makes sense now, you know. That there was a reason behind it all.
Of course, that reason couldn't have anything to do with me, no, that would be too logical, too nice. It was all done for someone else. Yea, sure, I mean, I support your having support for this person, but, damn, I'm not going to lie. I thought that I had become a little more important.

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