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When I find myself talking about the past, I feel the need to emphasize the different meanings of the word "before." There is before and then there is BEFORE. Before refers to the time before this time. Before the feelings of resentment and confusion came to light. Before I felt my body temperature physically rise. Before I cursed you out to others. Before I plotted. Before I could tell you anything. Before , also known as the first time. And then there is BEFORE. BEFORE I was a little unsure, but I still wanted it, so it was okay. BEFORE I had to watch my step with what I told you. BEFORE I asked you those questions I probably shouldn't have. BEFORE, also known as the early times of this time. It may seem silly, to classify things this way, but they're different. Before and BEFORE are different than just before. Because things were different then than they are now and will be. They're different, and those before's will never be the sa

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I’d rather die Than to need this If I could just hold off Tonight I think I’d be all right sleeping alone I know I’d be all right sleeping alone But no, no, no This isn’t possible No, no this isn’t possible Just sit back and relax But don’t worry I've Never been one to notice much but I’ll be the first to say That this is crazy But if it’s everything you’ll ever need I guess it’s everything you’ll ever need Just keep your voices down Can’t you see these other people Trying to sleep in this town And you still Get your thrills from Coffee and pills and Complaints about the noise I make But no, no, no This isn’t happening No, no this isn’t happening Sit back and relax But don’t worry I’ve Never been one to notice much but I’ll be the first to say this is crazy So if you don’t like then Then you can leave Nobody’s making you do this, no If you don’t like it then Then you don’t like it then Hold off the cars And get your radios on They’ll never know what living does Hold off t

We all have one .

* a wraparound porch (you know, one of those old fashioned ones with a swing on it so you can sit on it and watch the life out on the streets) * a fireplace (preferably in the 'family room') * an island (in my red kitchen) * a balcony (overlooking the backyard view, of course) * a big backyard (just big enough for kids to run around in and have a tree and a garden and still have room to breathe and enjoy)