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One Little Thing.

There is always one thing that you can never quite let go. You might tell yourself that you're fine with this one thing, that you've come to terms with it, but it's still buried somewhere in the back of your mind. Chances are it's buried underneath the laundry, dinner, reading, and essay that you have to write before you can even begin to think about the mess tomorrow is going to bring, but it's there. Yes, it's there, and it's slowly itching its way to the top of your mental list. There's a little thing that's been itching at me lately. I could have sworn that I was okay with it, or as okay as I was going to get with it, but it was brought up again the other night. I lashed out through my words (elsewhere though), and I felt good - -better. But then I reread that thing the other night and I couldn't help but think: I'm a horrible person. I didn't know I could be that hateful, that I could be that wrong about... well, everything.