Blank Sheet of Paper

It's not that there wasn't a secret or two that stuck out to me this week. No, that wasn't it at all. Instead, it's just that I have decided that it is near time again that I send in another secret or two. I don't even know if I would necessarily call them "secrets" it's just more of those little random unknown facts that you haven't told anyone yet. It's not that they're bad, or that they're even good, they're just... facts, facts that you just haven't told anyone yet. It's as simple as that, we've all got 'em.

Heartfelt and laughable .

After my nervous habit took four of my fingernails tonight.... You owe me another cookie. - -And it better be a big one.

(1) I hate that you have good taste in music. (2) I hate that we're only convenient friends. (3) I hate that you can make me smile when I want to be mad at the world. (4) I hate that if you ever need anything I would drop what I'm doing to try to help. (5) I hate that you would never ask me for help. (6) I hate that you're not there every week. (7) I hate that you don't even have to try. (8) I hate that you're just kind of floating. (9) I hate that you're a good listener. (10) I hate that you're like my big brother when someone's hurt me. (11) I hate that you're so gentleman-like. (12) I hate that you know everything. (13) I hate that if you were to ever read this that you would know which ones are lies.

I'm waiting too.

(11) How do you know you won't change your mind? (12) Do you believe in second chances? ...Do you believe you should have got one? (13) Are you jealous of Jess ? (14) Why did you choose to throw away three years instead of three months? (15) Do you honestly think none of it's my fault?

(6) Back in October, if she and I were both tied to train tracks and the train was headed for us, who would you save if you could only save one? (7) Where will you be when you're older? (8) What's one family tradition you don't want to ever get rid of and will change your plans for the sole purpose of continuing it? (9) Why didn't you call me all those nights you supposedly laid in bed, wishing that you could talk to me? (10) How soon is too soon?