Have you ever been too scared to do something?

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You want to do it...
You need to do it....
But something's holding you back and for the life of you you don't know what it is and not doing it is causing you all of this pain that you can't seem to get rid of but you can't bring yourself to do it because what if that somehow makes everything worse?


Have you ever experienced anything like that?

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  1. MarthaWednesday, October 18, 2006 10:20:00 AM

    Oh, my dear sweet sister--I experience that on a daily basis. The only thing that keeps me from doing the evil things that I plot is simply the fact that I know they're wrong, and the people I would do them to would eventually figure out it was me. I also worry that maybe I won't feel as good as I had thought I would. Sucks, huh?

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  2. VictoriaWednesday, October 18, 2006 11:18:00 PM

    But what if what I want to do isn't bad?
    Maybe it's even a good thing... I just don't know how it will end up.

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  3. MarthaThursday, October 19, 2006 3:00:00 PM

    If what you want to do isn't bad, then do it, you knucklehead! (I mean that in the best way possible.) Just make sure what you do isn't a good thing that could get you arrested later...

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