I made a list of new year "resolutions" three months ago. Let's see how I'm doing so far. complete a 5k (note I said complete ; it might be a race for some, but I just want to be able to finish) I haven't completed a 5K yet, but as you can tell by my previous post, I've been doing my best to take it seriously and train so that I don't completely disappoint myself. write more often (write anything, really) I have written more in these past few months than I feel like I have in a LONG time. I've written nearly forty letter, have been blogging (somewhat) regularly, and I've decided to try my hand at Script Frenzy this month. write more letters (okay, more specific) Like I said, nearly forty letters. spend more time outside (Jack needs to spend more time outside too once it's warmer) We have had some crazy gorgeous weather the past few weeks, so I've been outside when I can - -like, to the point of doing some work/research outside on the por...
I think that I can fix this. I think that I can fix everything . - -But it might be time to face the music one last and final time. It's been too long, longer than usual. Three months no talking. Five months no seeing. My attempts at reconciliation have failed rather miserably. I mean, what did I really expect to do? Show up at your work or your house unannounced and demand that we talk about this until it has been solved to both of our satisfactions? I was literally footsteps away from that two months ago when fate or something else decided to intervene and draw me elsewhere. So then what? We're both adults (one of us more so than the other) so why can't we come to a sensible conclusion? I don't believe that this is what you really want, and it isn't what I want either... so what's the problem?
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