I'm twenty years old. Twenty-one in only a few weeks, and yet, here I am, the day before classes, picking out my outfit and too restless to sleep. Yep, some things never change.
I think that I can fix this. I think that I can fix everything . - -But it might be time to face the music one last and final time. It's been too long, longer than usual. Three months no talking. Five months no seeing. My attempts at reconciliation have failed rather miserably. I mean, what did I really expect to do? Show up at your work or your house unannounced and demand that we talk about this until it has been solved to both of our satisfactions? I was literally footsteps away from that two months ago when fate or something else decided to intervene and draw me elsewhere. So then what? We're both adults (one of us more so than the other) so why can't we come to a sensible conclusion? I don't believe that this is what you really want, and it isn't what I want either... so what's the problem?
How much do I dish out for school a year? Huh? Huh? Do you know? $22,000.00 - -that's how much. I dish out nearly a quarter of a million, quarter of a million , dollars a year, and what does the government give me back for that sweet ass payment? $294.00 Suck ass.
Hahahahaha! I'm 31, I'm a teacher and I'm picking out my outfit for tomorrow and too restless to even try to get some sleep.
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